A300 16Dec2013

A300 activated at 20:00. Did not enter the trade as the previous candles closed exactly at yesterday's 2nd half ambuyat and completed today's 2nd ambuyat, even though the previous candles closed past SRDC 3. One deduction is that the SRDC3 momentum is lost once the candles complete the ambuyat. The momentum of moving up was noted at 18:00 (around 900 pips if entered at 18:00 based on SRDC3 indicator). I entered A300 trade mentally upon the candle retraced to the origin (22:00).

There was a mixed feeling this morning - worried as the candles did not close past SRDC3 Tokyo, hence no indication of moving upwards; happy as I entered the trade mentally because my pocket will not take the hit physically should it be a losing trade. Nevertheless, the potential harvest is around 500 pips from 07:00 to 09:00 today.

Forward testing really plays a part in trading psychology. After learning from previous mistakes, I have become more and more disciplined in trading. Whenever I am unsure, I always do mental trade.

-Stay humble. Stay hungry for knowledge-

Words that touched my heart

It was late at night. The clock on the bottom right corner of the screen showed that it was 12.50am. I should be sleeping by now as I would have to wake up very early the next morning to do my laundry and baking. Yeah,I would make some chocolate brownies for my classmates. I was sleepy but my eyes could not resist moving away from the screen. Hahaha..

I did some readings and found out that having long term exposure to electronic gadgets such as mobile phones and computers would have detrimental effect on the skin. I better not take the risk. My skin condition has deteriorated since my first semester started. Several factors contribute to the deterioration: exposure to sunlight, stress, imbalance diet and lack of sleep. Sigh… I am actually wasting my youth and risking myself to die faster doing all those god-dam-it reports and assignments. “University life=No life”. The elders keep telling that we should appreciate the years that we study as it will not be so much fun and enjoyable once you start working. I will keep that advice in my head and try my best to enjoy mine.

Here we were-still looking at the screen while my brother was staring at me, hoping that I would chat with him. (Yes, we shared a bedroom.) He had been a good brother. Although he was not smart in studying, he listened to me and was very obedient to my commands. Oh yes, it was not surprising to see me calling my brother at a high pitched voice and asking him to do things for me, e.g. switching off the light, plugging in the cables and taking a glass of water to me. Hahahaha.. Now you know that I am such a lazy bone. He enjoyed chatting with me as I was the only one who did not fight with him and give relatively “constructive” opinions on issues. Hence every night before we slept, he sure would tell me about his stories and stuff. He could not sleep with the lights on. However the night time was the golden time for me to surf the net. Being the selfish one, I always asked him to cover his eyes to sleep.

While I was playing Solitaire, I asked my brother a few questions at random.

Me: “Will you cry if I pass away one day?”

Brother: “I don’t know…” He was trying to avoid answering the question.

Me: “So you are happy that I die la? Coz you will have the whole bedroom for yourself. No one will stay up late at night switching on the lights and asking you to do this and that?”

Brother: “I can’t tell how I will feel coz I am not in the situation now. Of course I will be sad if you pass away. I think that I will cry during your funeral.”

Besides being satisfied with his answer, I was deeply touched by his words. He loved me and the rapport between us was there. How silly I was thinking that no one would even bother or care if I die! It was true that life went on for everyone in the world, but “I” would stay in their hearts as long as they lived.

True, we cannot tell exactly what we will react at the situations before they are happened. No matter how many times we rehearse or prepare, things will go out of hands and emotions will take over.

I was rather surprised by the way he answered me-those thoughtful words said by a Standard Five boy.

Me: “Will you burn ‘golden papers’ for me if I die?”
(In Chinese belief, ‘golden papers’ are burnt to the dead ones so that they will have money to spend when they live in another world.)

My brother was still looking at somewhere else, avoiding my eye contact.

Brother: “Mum will buy and burn for you. I have no money. You know how expensive those papers cost ah? Dunno if you will receive them anot.”

Laughing at his innocence, I continued playing Solitaire and ignored him. Deep in my heart, I was grateful to have him as my brother. I dare not to show affection to him upfront personally, but I would like to say something to him here. Cheong Wai Jing, I love you! (Yeah right, it gave you goose bumps. Nevertheless, bear with me this time. =P)

-Cheers-

Warmest regards,
Jo-Yee

A brand new blog-a brand new start

For those who have browsed through my previous blog before: http://vyeeyi.blogspot.com/, I am sorry to inform that I have forgotten my password as well as both of my hotmail and yahoo accounts have been hacked. Hence I could not log in to my old blog and reply to the comments. I have been trying very hard to remember my passwords but all my attempts are failed. I have no choice but to start a new blog. But I believe that a brand new blog brings about the turnover.

After two years, I have grown up a lot, more than I could imagine. Unfortunately the size of the body does not change much. I am still trapped in skinny and medium height body. I have been trying to gain some weight, but failed. It turns out to be the more I eat, the thinner I get. Since I can do nothing about it, I would just let my body stays in that shape. I have learnt to think critically and wisely. Things are not as simple as they appear to be. Besides, I am able to hold my temper and be rational at times. Perhaps this is what we call “growing up”.

I am currently doing my Biomedical Science degree. This is my first semester; inevitably there is still a long way to go. Before this, I did my A Levels in HELP University College. I am delighted to have friends who are from different backgrounds and cultures- that is the most wonderful experience in my lifetime. I miss the crazy moments we had. Most of them have gone to overseas to further their studies. This indicates that we hardly can meet each other. Wherever they are, I hope that they will do great.

I met this wonderful man in 2006, which made a difference in my life. He is the one-Mr. Right. He painted colors in my days. He showed me how beautiful was the world. He showed me that I was not a lost cause or mistake. I was being loved so genuinely. He made me realized that how fortunate I was to be in this world. In the past, the first thing I thought of when I woke up was death. After dating with him, the first thing that came into my mind was him and being with him. How magnificent and powerful love is! Thank God I found him.

I am ashamed of whatever mistakes that I have made in the past. Too many sins are waiting to be scrubbed off. Past cannot be erased, however future can be sculptured. There is no point of regretting, what has been done is done. Future is awaiting me.

-Tomorrow will be a better day-

Regards,
Jo-Yee.